Edmund Burke said that. Or something like that. It's now thought to be a paraphrase of something he wrote. Whatever.
I was thinking about that today...
Something was off. Her "husband" called me to fill her prescription (controlled substance, pretty fun one). I asked that she be available at pick up. He questioned me but I stood firm. I need to see the patient. At the very least. So when he came into the drive thru, she was sitting next to him. He asked me about it again and I explained that it was to her benefit, extra security for her, since she didn't call in the refill. She signed for it but she never said a word. Not one word.
I felt....weird about it, but let it go until another pharmacist called me tonight to ask me about them. What did I think?
I can't put my finger on it. But I thought of another girl. Who called me early in the morning and told me, in a whisper, that her boyfriend was making her fill her prescription and taking it from her. She wanted me, no matter what he said, to not fill it. I promised her I wouldn't.
Later, when she called, I was on speaker. I demanded to be taken off speaker phone. I told her I wouldn't fill it, per her request. I asked if she was ok. She said she was.
He threw the fit of all fits in my drivethru but I held firm and I would have called the cops if wouldn't have left.
I wonder what happened to her. Was this her one cry for help? Did she manage to get away from this asshole? Did I miss an opportunity to help someone? What would I have done with her if she would have told me she needed help? Should I have pushed her, offered her a safe place? Told her she would be ok if she just got away?
Yeah, I'm kind of regretful about that one. Maybe I could have done more....maybe not, but maybe I could have.
I thought of her after that phone call from the other pharmacist. What if this girl is in trouble and has no one in her corner?
I wish I was working days....I might be able to do a little more behind the scenes, check out the situation a bit better. I don't know. I'm sure I'll meet many more like her before I'm done. Unfortunately. Maybe I'll actually be able to help a few along the way. God I hope so.
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