Monday, September 26, 2011

All that is necessary for the triumph of evil is for good men to do nothing...

Edmund Burke said that.  Or something like that.  It's now thought to be a paraphrase of something he wrote.  Whatever.

I was thinking about that today...

Something was off.  Her "husband" called me to fill her prescription (controlled substance, pretty fun one).  I asked that she be available at pick up.  He questioned me but I stood firm.  I need to see the patient.  At the very least.  So when he came into the drive thru, she was sitting next to him.  He asked me about it again and I explained that it was to her benefit, extra security for her, since she didn't call in the refill.  She signed for it but she never said a word.  Not one word.

I felt....weird about it, but let it go until another pharmacist called me tonight to ask me about them.  What did I think?

I can't put my finger on it.  But I thought of another girl.  Who called me early in the morning and told me, in a whisper, that her boyfriend was making her fill her prescription and taking it from her.  She wanted me, no matter what he said, to not fill it.  I promised her I wouldn't.

Later, when she called, I was on speaker.  I demanded to be taken off speaker phone.  I told her I wouldn't fill it, per her request.  I asked if she was ok.  She said she was.

He threw the fit of all fits in my drivethru but I held firm and I would have called the cops if wouldn't have left.

I wonder what happened to her.  Was this her one cry for help?  Did she manage to get away from this asshole?  Did I miss an opportunity to help someone?  What would I have done with her if she would have told me she needed help?  Should I have pushed her, offered her a safe place?  Told her she would be ok if she just got away?

Yeah, I'm kind of regretful about that one.  Maybe I could have done more....maybe not, but maybe I could have.

I thought of her after that phone call from the other pharmacist.  What if this girl is in trouble and has no one in her corner?

I wish I was working days....I might be able to do a little more behind the scenes, check out the situation a bit better.  I don't know.  I'm sure I'll meet many more like her before I'm done.  Unfortunately.  Maybe I'll actually be able to help a few along the way.  God I hope so.

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